Waiting...

You know that feeling you get when you're waiting to hear if you got that job you wanted? Well, I'm there right now. Gave the presentation of a lifetime on Halloween morning - as part of a job interview - and absolutely nailed it. If they don't hire me, they're crazy. I can usually tell when I leave the interview if I've got the job or not. I literally get a high, must be the orgasmic release of endorphins after the adrenaline rush before hand...what drives me absolutely crazy is the waiting - especially when I don't know if I can get through ONE MORE DAY of my current job! Something else I anxiously waiting for...

I'm looking for a way to get a case of this amazing wine: Chateau Greysac Bordeaux. I had it at a restaurant in Minneapolis and it is the most amazing red I've ever tasted. I can't find it in any of the stores around here and the online stores won't ship to TN (of course) - so I'm at a loss as to how I"m going to get some for the holidays. Can you believe that the holidays are here? I'm having my first Thanksgiving dinner in like 2 weeks - I have like 3 plus a year. Its a miracle that I'm not big as a house. In fact, I keep losing weight, and I'm not exactly sure how its happening. I've had two pieces of apple pie today already, so its not like I'm eating healthier, and I haven't been to the gym in four months. I'm digressing...the holidays...oh, I don't even want to think about the holidays right now.

We're doing a "potluck" thing at the grandparents' house and my aunt told me she would save me a glass of wine if I would save her a deviled egg. She better save me a bottle! She's a shrink and I need my yearly therapy. I'm just waiting for the year when she'll tell me I need more frequent visits with a professional...maybe this will be the year.